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'I^i, :`o^i'a^u 'i`a'e`o`e `i'oae:`e'i'o, 'i`a"a^i "id^i^a^i"a`e`o"u ^ada`i"y 'ia `o^i"e"u^e^i "a^i`i`a `e 'i`a d`a'a^i`oa. 'I`a"a^i ~o^i`o"y 'a^u `e'i^i~a"a`a, 'i`a"id`e`iad, d`ac ^a 'ia"aa"eth ^a^u~o^i"a`e`o"u c`a "ida"aa"e^u :a`o^uda~o ~n`oa'i, 'ia ^a`aae'i^i "a^i`i`ao'i`e~o `e"e`e ^i^o`e~n'i^u~o, ^a ~n^aa`o, ^e`a^e "eth'a`e"e`a ^a^u~n^e`ac^u^a`a`o"u~n"y "Ead`a. "^A^u'e"aa`i ^a ~n^aa`o" ~a^i^a^id`e"e`a ^i'i`a, ^e^i~a"a`a da:"u c`a~o^i"a`e"e`a ^i "id^i~n`o^u~o ^a~n`oda:`a~o ^a ^e`a^oa `e"e`e ^i "i^i~o^i"a`a~o ^a ^e`e'i^i.

`E'i`oada~n'i^i, :`o^i "aa"e`aa`o `i^i"y ~n'o`i`a~noa"ao`a"y "i^i"ad'o~a`a? `I^u "a`a^a'i^i 'ia ^a`e"aa"e`e~n"u, 'a^i"eaa `ia~n"y"o`a, 'y`o^i ^i~ad^i`i'i^u'e "iad`e^i"a 'o:`e`o^u^a`a"y, :`o^i d`a'i"uoa `i^u ^a~n`oda:`a"e`e~n"u "a^a`a-`od`e d`ac`a ^a 'ia"aa"eth. 'I`a~n^e^i"e"u^e^i `i'ia 'a^u"e^i `ec^aa~n`o'i^i, ^i'i`a 'o"ea`oa"e`a ~n ^i`o"o^i`i ^a ~Aad`i`a'i`eth. "Ead`a `e'i^i~a"a`a ~n^i"id^i^a^iae"a`a"e`a ^i`o"o`a 'i`a "aa"e^i^a^u~o "i^iac"a^e`a~o, ^i'i "id^i^a^i"a`e"e ^ada`i"y 'i`a ^a~n`oda:`a~o, `a ^i'i`a "eth'a^i^a`a"e`a~n"u "a^i~n`o^i"id`e`ia:`a`oa"e"u'i^i~n`o"y`i`e `ec^aa~n`o'i^u~o ~a^id^i"a^i^a. `O`a^e`e`i ^i'ad`ac^i`i ^i'i`a "i^i'a^u^a`a"e`a "i^i:`o`e 'i`a ^a~na~o ^e^i'i`o`e'ia'i`o`a~o. "ss "i^i'a^u^a`a"e`a 'i`a ^a~na~o ^e^i'i`o`e'ia'i`o`a~o, - ~a^i^a^id`e"e`a ^i'i`a, `a c`a`oa`i, o'o`o"y, "a^i'a`a^a"e"y"e`a, - ^ed^i`ia `A'i`o`ad^e`o`e"a^u."

'A"e`eaea ^e ^e^i'i"o'o d`a'a^i:a~a^i "a'i"y "y ^i`o"id`a^a`e"e`a ~ad'o"i"i^i^a^ia ~n^i^i'a`ua'i`ea "Eada `e `Ad`oa`i'o, "ida"a"e^iae`e^a ^a~n`oda`o`e`o"u~n"y. "Ead^u, ^e`a^e "y `e "ida"a"i^i"e`a~a`a"e`a, 'ia 'a^u"e^i ^a ~n`od`a'ia, ^i'i`a ~n ^i`o"o^i`i ^a~na a`ua 'i`a~o^i"a`e"e`e~n"u ^a ~Aad`i`a'i`e`e, `a `Ad`oa`i 'i`a "i`ad'o "a'ia'e 'oa~o`a"e ^e d^i"a`e`oa"e"y`i ^a "I`e`oad. `E`o`a^e `i^u "a^i~a^i^a^id`e"e`e~n"u ^a~n`oda`o`e`o"u~n"y 'i`a ~n"ea"a'oth`ua'e 'ia"aa"ea.

^I"a'i`a "e`eo"u `i^u~n"e"u ^i `i^i`e~o "ad'oc"u"y~o "id`e"i^i"a'i"y"e`a `i'ia 'i`a~n`od^ia'i`ea. ss 'a^u"e`a 'ia`i'i^i~a^i c"e`a 'i`a ~na'a"y ^i`o `o^i~a^i, :`o^i "i^ic^a^i"e`e"e`a ~ad'o~n`o`e ~n`o`a`o"u 'ia^i`o'ua`i"ea`i^i'e :`a~n`o"uth `i^ia'e ae`ec'i`e `e `e~a'i^id`ed^i^a`a`o"u ~n^a^i`e~o "ad'oca'e. ^Aa"a"u ^i'i`e 'ia^i"a'i^i^ed`a`o'i^i "id`e~n^u"e`a"e`e ~n^i^i'a`ua'i`e"y, c^a^i'i`e"e`e `e "id`e~a"e`ao`a"e`e ^a ^e`a^oa `e"e`e ^a ^e"e'o'a^u, 'i^i "y ^a~na~a"a`a 'i`a~o^i"a`e"e`a "id`e:`e'i^u ^i`o^e`ac`a`o"u~n"y. "A'od`a, "y "a'od`a! ~N`a`i`a ~na'aa "aa"e`a"e`a ~o'oaea ~n^a^i`e`i`e ^i`o^e`ac`a`i`e, ^i`o~a^id^i"a`e^ao`e~n"u ^i`o ^a~na~a^i `i`ed`a ~n`oa'i^i'e ^i`o:'oae"aa'i'i^i~n`o`e.

'I`a"a"y 'oaea 'oo"e`a "a^i`i^i'e, `a "y ae"a`a"e`a ~n^i^i'a`ua'i`ea ^i`o "a"y"a`e ~Na`ia'i`a, `i^ia~a^i ~n^i~na"a`a "ia'i~n`e^i'iad`a. C`a ~n`iao'i'oth "oa'i'o "y "a^i~a^i^a^id`e"e`a~n"u ~n 'i`e`i, :`o^i ^i'i 'a'o"aa`o ^i`o^a^ic`e`o"u `e "id`e^a^ic`e`o"u `ia'i"y ~n d`a'a^i`o^u. 'A^u"e^i ^i:a'i"u 'o"a^i'a'i^i, `oa`i 'a^i"eaa :`o^i 'i`a~n`o'o"i`e"e`a c`e`i`a, `e `i'ia 'ia "id`e~o^i"a`e"e^i~n"u `iadc'i'o`o"u, "a^i'a`ed`a"y~n"u "a^i `ia`od^i.

`Oa"ea^o^i'i "i`e"e`e^e'i'o"e, ^i"i^i^aa~n`o`e^a `ia'i"y ^i ^a~o^i"a"y`ua`i ~n^i^i'a`ua'i`e`e. ss ^ac~a"e"y'i'o"e`a 'i`a 'y^ed`a'i `e 'o"e^u'a'i'o"e`a~n"u. 'Y~o, "a"y"a"y ~Na`ia'i, 'o`iaao"u "i^i"a'i"y`o"u `o^u 'i`a~n`od^ia'i`ea. "^A^u~o^i"a`e, "o`a"i"e"y" 'i`a"i`e~n`a"e ^i'i. "O`a"i"ea'e 'i`ac^u^a`a"e ^i'i `ia'i"y, `ec-c`a `o'o^o"ea'e 'i`a ^a^u~n^i^e`e~o ^e`a'a"e'o^e`a~o, ^e^i`o^id^ua "y `o`a^e `e 'ia dao`e"e`a ~n`ia'i`e`o"u 'i`a 'a^i"eaa `oa"i"e'oth ^i'a'o^a"u. ^A^i`o ^e`a^e ^a^u"i`a"aa`o "iad^a^u'e ~n'ia~a, `o`a^e `e ~n`ia'ith 'i`a ~n`a"i^i~a`e. `A `i^iaea`o `e 'ia`o, "i^i"a'o`i`a"e`a "y. `A c`a:a`i `ia'i"y`o"u, a~n"e`e 'i`a 'o"e`e"oa "y ^a^i^i'a`ua 'ia "id^i^a^iae'o ^ada`i"y? `E `i'ia 'ia ^a~n`oda`o`e"e`a~n"u a`ua 'i`e ^i"a'i`a "aa^a'oo^e`a `e"e`e aea'i`u`e'i`a ^a ~n`a"i^i~a`a~o 'o 'i`a~n ^a ^i^o`e~na. ^A~na, "a^i ~n`e~o "i^id, 'i^i~n`e"e`e `o'o^o"e`e, `e "y 'ia 'a'o"a'o `e~n^e"eth:a'i`ea`i, dao`e"e`a "y.

ss 'a^u~n`od^i ~n~o^a`a`o`e"e`a ~n'o`i^e'o, 'i`a^e`e'i'o"e`a "i`a"e"u`o^i `e ^a^u'aaae`a"e`a `ec ^i^o`e~n`a.

– "Id`e^aa`o, "a"y"a"u ~Na`ia'i, - d`a"a^i~n`o'i^i ~n^e`ac`a"e`a "y, ~n`aae`a"y~n"u 'i`a "iada"a'iaa ~n`e"aa'i`ea ~n`o`ada'i"u^e^i'e, 'i^i :`e~n`o^i'e AE`e~a'o"e`e.

– "Id`e^aa`o, "O`a"i"e"y, - "id^i'a'od:`a"e ^i'i.
– "I^i"i'o a`ua 'ia ^i`o`i^id^ic`e"e`a?

– 'Ia`a.

– `I^iaea`o ~n`a"i^i~a`e 'i`a"aa'iao"u "a`a o`o`a'i^u? x,'e`o`a c`a `i^i"a`a `o`a^e`a"y, th'a^e`e ^e^id^i`o^e`ea 'i^i~n`e`o"u ^a `o`a^e^i'e ~o^i"e^i"a?

– `O^u acae`a'e, "a"y"a"u ~Na`ia'i, `e c`a `i^ia c"a^id^i^a"ua 'ia ^a^i"e'i'o'e~n"y.

– C'i`a"e`a 'a^u `o^a^i"y `i`a`i^e`a, o^i `o^u ~a^i"ea'i"u^e`a"y ~o^i"a`eo"u...

– Th'a^e`a 'o `ia'i"y 'i`eaea ^e^i"ea'i`a, `o`a^e :`o^i ^a~na "id`a^a`e"e`a "id`e"e`e:`e"y ~n^i'a"eth"aa'i^u. "A`a "y `e 'ia 'i^io'o ^e^id^i`o^e`ea th'a^e`e. "I^io"e^i...

– ^I~o, `i^i"e^i"aaae"u, ,"i`o...

`I^i'e ~n^i~na"a :`o^i-`o^i 'a^id`i^i`o`a"e ~na'aa "i^i"a 'i^i~n, d`ac`i^uo"e"y"y ^i 'i^u'iao'ia'e `i^i"e^i"aaae`e, `a "y 'i`a~n"e`aae"a`a"e`a~n"u ^a`e"a^i`i "id^i"i"e^u^a`a^ao`e~o `i`e`i^i c"a`a'i`e'e `e 'o"e`e"o, "i^i"e'i^u~o "eth"aa'e.

`I^u ^i~n`o`a'i^i^a`e"e`e~n"u 'i`a "iada^eda~n`o^ea. `I^i'e ^ac~a"e"y"a "id^i^a^i"a`e"e aea'i`u`e'i'o "ea`o ~n^id^i^e`a, ^e^i`o^id`a"y "iada~o^i"a`e"e`a "a^id^i~a'o. ^A aa d'o^e`a~o 'a^u"e`e "i`a^ea`o^u, "i^i"e'i^ua "id^i"a'o^e`o^i^a. ^I'i`a ^a^u~a"e"y"aa"e`a 'o~n`o`a^aoa'e, 'i^i o"e`a 'a^u~n`od^i, "i^i:`o`e 'aaae`a"e`a, ^a`e"a`e`i^i `o^id^i"i`e"e`a~n"u "a^i`i^i'e, ^e ~n^a^ia'e ~na`i"ua, "aa`o"y`i.

~N:`a~n`o"e`e^a`a"y, "i^i"a'o`i`a"e`a "y ~n c`a^a`e~n`o"uth. ^E^i~a^i-`o^i "a^i`i`a ae"a'o`o `i'oae `e "aa`o`e, `a `ia'i"y ~a^id"y:`a"y :`ao^e`a :`a"y `e ~o^i"e^i"a'i`a"y "i^i~n`oa"e"u.

'I'o, 'i`e:a~a^i, 'y`o^i ^ada`ia'i'i^i. 'A'o"aa`o `e 'o `ia'i"y ~na`i"u"y. 'A^i"e"uo`a"y ~na`i"u"y `e 'a^i"e"uo^i'e "a^i`i, ~n 'a^i"e"uo`e`i ^e`a`i`e'i^i`i `e 'a^i"e"uo^i'e ~n^i'a`a^e^i'e. "Aa`o`e 'a'o"a'o`o "eth'a`e`o"u ~n^i'a`a^e'o, `a ~n^i'a`a^e`a 'a'o"aa`o "eth'a`e`o"u `i^i`e~o "aa`oa'e.

'I`a `i`e~a "y "ida"a~n`o`a^a`e"e`a ~na'aa ^e`ad`o`e'i'o.

C`a 'a^i"e"uo`e`i ^i^e'i^i`i "i`a"a`aa`o ~n"i^i^e^i'e'i^i ~n'ia~a, ^a ^e`a`i`e'ia `o`e~o^i "i^i`oda~n^e`e^a`ath`o "i^i"ea'i"u"y. `I`a"e"u:`e^e `e "aa^a^i:^e`a "i^i:`o`e ^i"a'i^i~a^i ^a^icd`a~n`o`a, `e~ad`ath`o ~n "e^i~o`i`a`o^i'e ~n^i'a`a^e^i'e, ^e^i`o^id`a"y ~n`e"a`e`o ~n"i^i^e^i'e'i^i `e `oad"ia"e`e^a^i, "i^ic^a^i"e"y"y ~na'a"y ^i'a'i`e`i`a`o"u, `u`e"i`a`o"u, `o"y'i'o`o"u c`a oad~n`o"u `e ~o^a^i~n`o. `A "y ~n`e"aa"e`a 'i`a 'a^i"e"uo^i`i "a`e^a`a'ia ^a ^eda"i^e`e~o ^i'a'u"y`o"u"y~o `i'oae:`e'i^u, "e`e"o`a ^e^i`o^id^i~a^i 'ia ^a`e"aa"e`a, 'i^i :a`o^e^i ~n"e^uo`a"e`a c`a"i`a~o ~n`a'i"a`a"e`a `e "ea~n`a, `e~n~o^i"a"y`u`e'e ^i`o 'ia~a^i. C`a"i`a~o, ^e^i`o^id^u'e `i^iaea`o "id`e'i`a"a"eaae`a`o"u `o^i"e"u^e^i ^i"a'i^i`i'o `i'oae:`e'ia. `E `i'oae:`e'i`a, ^e^i`o^id^u'e 'ia `i^iaea`o "id`e'i`a"a"eaae`a`o"u `i'ia.

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– A~n"e`e `o^u 'ia "i^i"y^a`eo"u~n"y :adac "aa~n"y`o"u `i`e'i'o`o, ^e"e"y'i'o~n"u, "y 'o'a"uth `oa'a"y, - ~ad^ic'i^i ~n^e`ac`a"e`a 'I`a"a"y `i'ia ^a `od'o'a^e'o.

– ~N^e^id^i 'a'o"a'o 'i`a `ia~n`oa. ss 'oaea ^a "a^id^i~aa. `O^u `o^i"e"u^e^i 'ia 'iad^a'i`e:`a'e, "i^iae`a"e'o'e~n`o`a, - "id`e`i`ed`e`oa"e"u'i^u`i `o^i'i^i`i ~n^e`ac`a"e`a "y.

ss 'ia`i'i^i~a^i ^i"i`ac"a^u^a`a"e`a 'i`a "id`ac"a'i`e^e, ^e^i`o^id^u'e 'a^u"e ^id~a`a'i`ec^i^a`a'i "a"e"y d`a'a^i`o'i`e^e^i^a "^Ed`e~n`o`a"e"e`a" ^a ~n^a"yc`e ~n "aa~n"y`o`e"ea`o`ea`i ~o^i"e"a`e'i~a`a. K^id"i^id`a`o`e^a^u 'a^u"e`e ^id~a`a'i`ec^i^a`a'i^u ^aac"aa `e "a"e"y ^a~na~o d`a'a^i`o'i`e^e^i^a ^e^i`i"i`a'i`e`e, ^a"i"e^i`o"u "a^i 'ia'a^i"e"uo`e~o ^o`ed`i `e ^o`a'ad`e^e. "I"eth~n, ^e^i ^a~na`i'o 'y`o^i`i'o, 'i`a 'i`ao`e 'a`a'i^e^i^a~n^e`ea ^e`ad`o^i:^e`e 'a^u"e`a "iada:`e~n"ea'i`a "a^a^i'e'i`a"y c`ad"i"e`a`o`a.

^E^i~a"a`a "y 'o^a`e"aa"e`a "i^i~n`o'o"i`e^ao'oth ~n'o`i`i'o, `o^i "i^i"a'o`i`a"e`a, :`o^i 'y`o^i ^io`e'a^e`a. 'I^i ^a ^i`o"aa"ea 'a'o~o~a`a"e`oad`e`e `ia'i"y c`a^aad`e"e`e :`o^i 'i`e^e`a^e^i'e ^io`e'a^e`e 'ia`o, `e :`o^i c`a 'i^i"y'ad"u ^i'a^u:'i^i "iada:`e~n"e"ya`o~n"y "a^a^i'e'i`a"y c`ad"i"e`a`o`a. ss 'a^u"e`a "id`e"y`o'i^i 'o"a`e^a"ea'i`a `e ^a `o^i aea ^ada`i"y ^i~a^id:a'i`a `oa`i, :`o^i ^e `i'i^i~a^i:`e~n"ea'i'i^u`i "i"eth~n`a`i ^I~a'ia^a`a, "id`e~n^ia"a`e'i"ya`o~n"y a`ua ^i"a`e'i - `ua"ad^i~n`o"u.